A Turning Point
Lastnight I felt that things changed in My relationship with wicked. It only took one little thing, and after a really rough week... well, it was a good sign.
I was ready to play. I'd been looking forward to playing all day. In fact it had probably been more like 2 days. wicked says she has Rhino skin (there's never any left over evidence of our play sessions) so it has become My personal goal to see to it that changes. My new items arrived (a set of purple cuffs... neck, wrist, ankle and thighs) and it was My intention to strap her down and set out to soften up that "Rhino Skin".
I handed her the cuffs and told her to put them on and go get hooked up. It didn't take Me long to realize something wasn't quite right. Normally she gives me that evil little grin and sort of looks down as if she's humbled by the prospect of being "taken advantage of" but lastnight was different. she took the cuffs and looked away, no evil grin. I joined her in the bedroom a moment later and asked what was going on, she only shook her head. Finally I was able to get her to talk and she told me that she didn't feel well. The reason I saw this as a turning point was because I came to realize that she was willing to allow Me to use her body as it pleased Me without regard to her own comfort.
I think that prior to this turning point I didn't see her as being so willing. For Me, this was a big step in our relationship. Quite likely a step that will send Me down the proverbial Rabbit Hole. I'm quite certain that I'm ready to keep her in My life.
I was ready to play. I'd been looking forward to playing all day. In fact it had probably been more like 2 days. wicked says she has Rhino skin (there's never any left over evidence of our play sessions) so it has become My personal goal to see to it that changes. My new items arrived (a set of purple cuffs... neck, wrist, ankle and thighs) and it was My intention to strap her down and set out to soften up that "Rhino Skin".
I handed her the cuffs and told her to put them on and go get hooked up. It didn't take Me long to realize something wasn't quite right. Normally she gives me that evil little grin and sort of looks down as if she's humbled by the prospect of being "taken advantage of" but lastnight was different. she took the cuffs and looked away, no evil grin. I joined her in the bedroom a moment later and asked what was going on, she only shook her head. Finally I was able to get her to talk and she told me that she didn't feel well. The reason I saw this as a turning point was because I came to realize that she was willing to allow Me to use her body as it pleased Me without regard to her own comfort.
I think that prior to this turning point I didn't see her as being so willing. For Me, this was a big step in our relationship. Quite likely a step that will send Me down the proverbial Rabbit Hole. I'm quite certain that I'm ready to keep her in My life.
1 comments:
well, im ready to stay in Your life
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